Scared

I was scared tonight.
My heart beating fast.
My mind was falling and my barrier was rolling down.
At the brink of crying.

I couldn't keep up with that wall I keep up.
I was able to block out everything.
I was really frightened.
I just sat in the corner of my dark room.
I tried calming myself down and I ended up talking to Beautiful.
I am glad she was there cause in a matter of time I felt calmer.

I need to rebuild that wall though.
It definitely gonna take a while but I am on my way.

Just calm down and think positively.
Breathe, Breathe I must Breathe. . .