Can't Do This

OMG, I wanna swear. I wanna yell. I wanna scream. I feel so frustrated and angry and confused and just so messed up. I don't understand and I don't know how to communicate it. I just don't get it.

Why must things be so difficult? Why can't I just express myself? I don't know who to turn or where to turn. I don't know. I just don't know.

I don't wanna deal with the same thing over and over again. I don't wanna feel this same kind of feeling over again. But I just can't get it out and I can't seem to let people know.

This is eating away at me.

I CAN'T F***** DO THIS ANYMORE. PLEASE JUST STOP. PLEASE.

I don't understand what changed.

Never mind, my head hurts my heart hurts everything has just broken down. I. . . I just. . .

AHHHH~~~

Alright, you know what I got a little bit more than a month left. I can't think about this anymore. I am not wasting anymore time on this STUPID problem, I can't. I am gonna study non-stop that is gonna be my distraction. . . TT^TT So hard to express everything. I am so messsed up right now. I think I am gonna sleep. Sleep away my problems.

Goodbye Confusing World. . .