Dependent~

This is going to be a short post but I feel very. . .
It is hard to describe at the current moment really.
But cause of this feeling I realised how dependent I am.
When ever I have a problem, I like to discuss it with someone to sort things out.

But this thing I am thinking about isn't something that can be so easily let out.
I am not use to hiding things and I like to tell people I am close with.
I know I can't do it.
I know the comments the thoughts everything that would happen as a result.

I can't let it out. . . But the more I think about this the stronger this feeling is.
I don't know how to resolve and. . .
Sigh~ I feel really messed up and I don't know where to turn to or who to turn to.
I should solve this on my own but. . . AHHH~~~

I can't say it. I can't tell anyone. No. . . >~<
Alright, I am going to stop this post before I spill everything out.