Saturday, 23 August 2014

No temper

So today, I have been talking about my problems with D.H. Though she didn't give any advice she did somehow in her own way make me feel better. I am glad I was able to talk to her and just let everything out once again cause I did feel better than.

See I told her that I decided to just let things go and move. Not matter how much pain I felt I was willing to just forget about it. She seemed shocked or just speechless cause she sent me ". . . " and then sent "no temper." Yes, that is me I have no temper. I don't get angry easily and when I do I usually forget it rather quickly. Though if I am upset it takes a little longer but I usually forget it as well.

This is somewhat a good quality to have cause I don't get angry and I can just let things go but there are of course down falls to this quality which I feel like I mention this before. . . I don't know I read my lovely onee-san's blog and I felt happy how much she cares for me. She was angry for me instead. I was really happy but the again, I shall say don't be angry. What is done is done and all I can do is cry and forget about it. Forget and forgive. Cause life is to short to be angry about little things. (Reminds me of a song by Neyo called "Mad")

Sigh, I feel that I should have shown to Ling that I was upset about what had happened. But I don't exactly regret it. Realising how mentally strong I am hehe (maybe). Nothing can get me down. . . well for now my parents arguing is getting to me but you know. I feel a lot happier right now. Though I should sleep early tonight cause I did shed a few tears today, so my eyes are a little tired.

Oh well, lets move on everyone. The drama, the sadness all ends here tonight. Tomorrow is a new day and I shall smile cause I should. Yup, off I go.

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