Sigh~~~ My dad is truly abnormal. I was listening into my parents conversation and my mum told me that a family friend of theres say that a women shouldn't be too good in their studies/job as no man would want her due to unable to match with her. My mum mention my father thinks the opposite that a women should be so good that she instead takes cares of the family.
The conversation then lead to my dad saying that guys would only take care of a wife if she is beautiful and something about no such thing as feelings. I mumbled to myself in that case I never wanted to get married. Cause what kind of girl wants to get married with a guy where there is no feelings in between. There is a possibility there might be someone out there but for me, no.
If I guy likes me cause of my looks then stay away cause I don't want anything to with him. For me, I want to have mutual feelings of love for one another. I need to feel that the guy I am with loves me and I know that I love him. The guy I want in my life is someone that is nothing like my father. Though I am pretty sure in life there isn't anyone as bad as him.
I don't know what is with my dad and his views. It seems like all that he wants in a women is their usefulness to his own selfish desires. >.< I could go on about everything I disagree with my father and everything that is wrong with him but that would take to long.
I really hope I can find the guy I want that would give me my dream. That day would hopefully come.
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