Last time I blogged, I remember talking about struggles like my parents and with Ling and all that just everything was up in the air suffocating me. Well last thursday (I believe it was the 29th), my parents happened to go out to a friends house and at first I wanted to call Ling and go out but then thought I shouldn't disturb him. Of course cause of that he wasn't happy but I still my parents hadn't came back so I sneaked out with him.
It was sort of refreshing. Cause after all that pain and depression I had been feeling, I sort felt like I escaped and took a risk and lived my life just a little. I loved that feeling and that risk of course it sort of took its effect cause my parents had called and asked where I was and I lied and said I was out walking for a bit cause of studying so much.
Yeah, I know not a very good girl should do but you know I am sick of being that good daughter having to always do the right thing and so on. Just know I want to go on an adventure. So I honestly love that feeling.
Anyway so Ling and I spent about an hour just staying at a near by park for an hour. We just played around the play ground set with the swings and all that. Felt like a little kid again. Felt quite happy and made me feel revived and so much better.
It was basically the best day of that week.
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