Meltdown

I don't understand or really remember the reason for my meltdown. 

My dad comes in being annoying as he usually is.

Argument arises between the two of us. 

My mum helping me out. 

My dad becomes more and more angry and I just breakdown.

Why? I am not to sure about. 

Tears flow down into a endless pit. 

My mind could think about anything. 

I felt myself lose control as I shake uncontrollably. 

It lasted awhile and I couldn't concentrate on my studies. 

Everything that happen was a blur. 

I searched for comfort but realised that I shouldn't burden them for such a stupid reason. 

I seek comfort from my teddy bear that watched from my bed. 

I remember the day I got him and who it was from. 

I remember everything that made me happy and calm. 

Finding peace, I ended my breakdown. 

It has been a while since my last breakdown and not sure what cause such a big reaction. 

But whats done is done. 

It is all in the past and I never wanna remember it again. 

Just like every other breakdown I have it shall be locked away deep down in my heart. 

I shall continued to being that happy and positive self.