So. . . for dinner, I wasn't really hungry so I only got a little bit of rice, so stew thing with beef (I think it was some stew. . . not sure) and some boiled (I think) vegetables. The food was nice though I think the beef was a little chewy. I did want more but decided not to. For desert we had some bread pudding. . . I think that is what people called it and that was pretty nice and I honestly wished I had got more than I did. But oh well cause I was going to have snack later on.
After dinner we were allowed to go back to our cabins for a little while before going back for a reflection which everyone knew was going to happen. Kelly and I didn't end up going back to our cabin but into beautiful's cabin and we stayed there until we had to go. I remember just lying on S.Z for a bit cause I was tired and I wish I was in their cabin cause it seemed like I belonged there more but now that I think about it I didn't mind that I wasn't there I had fun in my own cabin.
Reflection time was an emotional time for almost everyone in the room including me. First thing we did was lie down on the ground as Ms talked and moved us through time and talked about graduation and last day of school and all that. I felt a few tears but I decided to move my mind away from those things cause I didn't want to cry there. I also heard beautiful sleeping.
After the reflection, we received two things one was our letters from yr 10 and one to write to ourselves which we will receive next year. I didn't hold back my tears as I read my letter. I wrote question to myself question what my life was like and reading what I wrote brought me to tears and some part made me laugh cause I tried to joke with myself. Y.L broke down after reading her letter and Beautiful went to give her a hug while I just decided to hide it to myself. As I wrote my letter I cried just thinking about the state I would be in as high school ends. Do I truly wanna move into the next stage of my life? Do I want to move into that stage of independence? I am not to sure yet.
Finish writing my letter, I went and placed it in the basket and lit up 2 candles that was instructed. I returned back to my friends as we waited for everyone to finish writing. As the reflection came to an end, we had supper were we could grab a bite to eat or drink and go out for a bit to relax. Ling had called again and I answer it. We chatted for a while but there was interruptions like E.W and Beautiful who both dislike Ling very much. They wanted me to hang up. Later comes A.S and Beautiful again trying to make me hang up. As they left, I told Ling I better go cause my friends was getting upset which ended the call. . . I don't know what to say there. I don't wanna be honest about what I feel cause it. . . Never mind. So I went over to D.H and talked with her and grabbed a drink. I stayed with her until the teachers told us to regroup. Around that time I also had a classmate with her friend come and give me a hug. She is so nice and friendly I quite like her.
So the year group fun begins. This year for camp we had to design an outfit out of newspaper in the assigned group and 2 people had to model it. You needed one male outfit and one female outfit. Our theme was gangster type and I tried to help my group as much as I can. We had a run way set up and they strut down the run way modelling the group that design the outfit. Three judges included the principal, a homeroom/maths teacher and the maths coordinator. The modelling, the comments it was quite an amazing night. As it ended we people discard the outfits we had music at the end and a few people dancing around the place. I was dancing with C.G and she spun me around and around and around until I begin to lose my balance and we fell to the floor.
Back to our cabin~~~
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