Confirmed

I am confirmed what mood I am in. 

Not sure why and what the cause of it. 

But I am depressed and tired. 

I guess I could be depressed cause I am tired. 

But I don't know I feel like feel is just so mieh. 

No words to describe life.

I just feeling down in the dumps again. 

Probably after a few days of being in the clouds I was bound to fall back down to earth. 

I know probably posting this on this blog isn't the best idea considering my friends can see it. 

But I can't be bothered hiding it. 

Plus I am hiding it. 

I am hiding over the net, I would but on a smile wherever I go. 

But instead I know there would be this sadness lurking around. 

I might not see it being there cause I might be genuinely happy 

but that is only a momentarily. 

Who knows I might feel happier tomorrow. 

Maybe everything I feel is like just a rise and fall thing for no particular reason. 

I don't really care. 

For some reason, I want to be depressed right now. 

Maybe it is just my sleepiness that is talking cause I can't really seem to keep my eyes open much.

So of have want to keep working for just a while longer. 

Though I found a temporary remedy. 

That is watching BTS. 

There songs and concerts and all those random things that they are in.

Hehe, really addicted to them not really a good thing at a time like this. 

Oh well. I really like them especially Jimin. (^.^)