Ok not everything I have to say is about my title though there is one part that is. Anyway, today has been an interesting sort of day. As I have been for the past couple of days, I been missing Ling and feel quite ignored. I know that after tomorrow or so he won't be ignoring me as much cause his parents would be back and he won't be able to game and so forth. Reminds me that my sister told me not to date gamers and I see the reason but you know I am looking on both sides and I don't know where I really stand.
Other than that I have been feeling tired. I didn't sleep early enough last night and had a rough night cause I couldn't get peaceful night sleep. The reason is kind of long and a little stressful for me. I don't exactly want to go into it cause there is honestly no point the person who I want them to know want read it and the people who I want to tell would just not be the best idea to tell cause of the worry and other stuff that my lead. Just to much little unnecessary things would come of it. =.=
This tiredness also cause an embarrassing thing happen to me during maths. You see, I was tired and I wanted to rest my head on the desk for a little bit. I kept pushing my chair back and back while sitting closer and closer to the edge till the point that I slide of my chair and onto the ground. Everyone turned to see what happened and my teacher was like you obviously concentrating very hard and all I did was respond yup that was exactly what I was doing. >.<
Anyway before that during recess, I found out something about a friend and I am assuming she didn't want me to know or anyone in the friendship group to know except a few people that was inevitable cause the saw it first hand. Sounds a bit confusing. . . moving. I won't say who and I won't say what I found out but it is nice to know where I stand there and how trustworthy I am to some people. Sigh~ I would let it go. None of my business, when she wants me to know she would.
Nothing really big happened today I guess. Somehow felt really excluded and lonely during school but whatever. Right now I just can't be bother even going into detail or say why or even care. All I want to do tonight is. . . never mind.
Anyway, a few good things I am glad. I am getting close to some friends haven't really done that during the holidays probably just hard to contact in someways. I shall end it here tired and not bother thinking anymore. So night guys.
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