Options. . .

Today, was tiring well sort of. I didn't sleep early enough and I had to wake up early enough to go out eat lunch with my sister as she had invited us which she rarely does. But it made my mum very happy and I am glad of that.

Which reminds me this is off topic, but I told my mum the truth about my valentine present and who gave it to me. I trying to ease her in to the fact that I am dating him though sometimes I wonder if right now she kind of figured everything out and realised that there is something between us. But yeah so far all she knows is that he gave me valentine gifts and I made biscuits for him.

Anyway continue about my day.

So, I went with my mum and sister to Yum Cha but there was a lot of people so we had to wait a while. During that time we had wonder around the shops and stood at the entrance a few times. There was a time my sister didn't want to shop anymore, so me and her stood at the entrance waiting while my mum went out to shop some more.

During that time, my mum was not around. My sister told me I had ask who I was going with Ling and I replied everything is fine and about valentine gifts and so forth. She later mention I have a lot of options and at first I was like (O.o???). Then I realised she meant in Uni there is other guys out there and I should keep an eye out. I guess in some way I should but it seem like she is already urging me to find someone better or something.

I don't know what to think or really say. Right now,  I am not interested in find someone better or even just looking out for other guys. I am happy with where I am at. Maybe, it is because Ling didn't fulfil his promise that he would meet her before yr 12 started. My sister said she was holding a grudge against that at the time I thought it was just like a joke cause her tone and everything was not serious.

Today she brought it up again and I know she would remember this till I guess when Ling actually meet with my sister. I remember I wanted Ling to meet me sister and kind of go on this double date thing but now I am like... hesitant. Do I really want my sister to see Ling??? What is my sister going to say? What is Ling going to say? Would my sister be protective like Rebecca? Nah, I doubt it. Sigh~ I don't know why my sister brought it up but just weird that she did. Not sure what to think. Should I also mention this to Ling??? So much question runs through my mind.

Oh well doesn't matter. I had a delicious lunch and alright time with my sister.

Another thing I wanted to express on this post is the fact that Ling is playing games again. He is smart and I am sure he would be able to catch up once his parent return from wherever they went but still. He should have some self control and take this time to his advantage and spend too much playing games. I just hope that the gaming of his would cause him to ignore me or convince me to play as well. (hmmm I might be a bit clingy again. . .)

Sigh, I can't think properly about this, plus I need to work got things I need to complete. Alright I will end this hear.

Thanks for reading my rant :)