Rage Quit

Alright, tonight something really did bothered me and I am not to sure why but I do know what caused it. So I came home today really tired and I eat dinner, showered and did all that kind of stuff really slow.

Anyway, so I come on the laptop and wanted to talk to Ling and Rosiee on Skype however no one replied. I thought alright they are busy, I would talk later and so I left my laptop on to go and relax a little and sort of fell asleep for a brief couple of mins or maybe 40 mins.

Moving on. . . I came back to talk to them but still no response I assumed that Rosiee wasn't there cause her status indicated it but Ling wasn't responding and I for a second there thought I might have upset him before some how. See I should have mention when we parted early it was kind of different parting and not the ones we usually would. Reason for this cause Rosiee's mum was on the other side of the road and I didn't want her to see. So we kind of just parted ways and sad good bye through a call even though we are just a couple of meters away from each other.

Anyway, I worried, that he wasn't happy and that maybe he wasn't happy about the fact that I tried to hide though usually he is quite supportive in hiding my relationship with him to my parents. But I later found out he was playing LOL which all made since why he took so long to respond to my messages on Skype. I had call on the group chat as well and he said that I made him die in the game and I was like sorry and everything sort of went quiet. I assumed he went on a different call or muted cause I could usually hear static when his mic is on but I couldn't hear anything.

So I just felt kind of unhappy about then, in fact I was upset quite bit when I start tutoring cause I know the people in my tut thinks I am an idiot cause you know what I freaken couldn't do that stupid quiz cause I don't understand what we learnt last time. >~< Sigh. The point is, I gave up with the call. I told Ling I am going off and that he have fun and I just logged up skype and normally I would never ever ever log off skype so early (it isn't early right now but earlier than when I normal log off).

I just wasn't happy and not in the mood to deal with the silence. All I really wanted is company. I wasn't really tired cause I dozed off a bit earlier. So lonely when I don't have skype on TT^TT. Just to life I suppose.

Realising I didn't really rage quit skype but I thought that best described it. . . oh well. Night people