Today???

What is with me today? I can't get this one person out of my head. The whole day I was out with my sister and mum, that person pops in my head. I am doing my homework, that person pops in my head. I look on skype and that person is there. But why don't I start a conversation? Why don't I call? Why? Because I need to work and I don't want that person to disturb me or I dont want to disturb that person in what their doing.

By now I know a few people who read my blog would know who it is. Yes, it is Ling. I miss him so much. I always miss him but why so much today. What is so special about today and there is nothing special about today it is not the 18th yet so that doesn't make sense. But why can't I concentrate? Why can't I stop thinking about him? I wonder if he is thinking about me. Probably not, I have the feeling he is gaming but then again I could be wrong and I don't want to accuse that he is when he isn't. Done that before he didn't seem to please about it.

Anyway,
I miss him.
I miss him.
I miss him.

I wonder when I can see him again. I wonder when the next time we would be meeting. You know I constantly look at the Rose he gave me and I just start at for a while before realising I need to work. >.<

Alright I need to concentrate. I need to work. Yes that is what I would do. =.= still miss him