Primary Friend

Alright nothing really interesting happen today, other than I met one of my old school friends. She wasn't a person I was particular close with and I guess I gradually get to know her a bit during my last year of school but even then I wasn't so close.

Anyway, we got the same bus home cause I happen to catch the later bus that I usually would catch. We talked a little asking how each other and so forth until we had no other topics and all that was left as in an awkward little silence.

You know, I always said I miss my primary school especially at the start of year 7 but I come to realised I never really truly like my primary school. I mean I loved the school but the friends and the socialise I had wasn't the best until possible the very very last year and then there were some kind of problem. Anyway, I just thought about it during that silence we had and again after reading my friends blog.

So much happened during that time but it is all in the past I look towards the future where I can enjoy with the friends I have now. Friends that I can truly count on and friends how I need in my life. No one and nothing can replace them which reminds me that Ling had made a text to Rebecca on Valentine day saying I don't need her and I only need Ling. In addition he said it was from me, honestly I can't live without my friends. I won't be able to choose how to give up cause I love both so much. It would be the most painfullest thing if someone made me choose one from the other.

My friends are there for me during the times I need them and during the times I don't. They are always there and help me if I have trouble. While Ling brings happiness that no one else can somethings that I never experienced. Being with them is totally different but equally important.

I guess today, has really made me realised how important my friends are in my life actually I always knew that. Friends are the family we choose ourselves a quote I love to use and is so very true for my case considering how much pain my real family can bring at times.

To my beautiful, lovely friends:

I LOVE YOU, GUYS.

To Ling:

Don't be jelly that I love my friends :P another thing I Love You Too~~~ (doubt he would read this but oh well)

(just notice this doesn't really talk about my primary friend oh well)