This Feeling

I don't know how to describe this feeling I have right now. It is so strong and I don't understand why. I don't understand it at all. . . I don't know if that is even the correct way to describe it. . .

But this feeling. . . It feels painful and I feel really uncomfortable. . . just. . . so hard to describe. Reason why I feel this and I am not entirely sure. . .

When I thinking about Ling the feeling becomes stronger which makes things more confusing. Is it cause I am missing him? or is it something worse? Or is it that I am feeling that he isn't in a good mood right now?

I don't know what the real reason is but I feel that something is up and I know that this feeling is related to Ling and I am worried about it. Maybe it is me just analysing it into much detail and it is just that I miss him reason feeling this. . .

Still doesn't make much sense to me cause I don't usually miss him like this before I mean I think about him and all but. . . I think I just miss him a lot >.<

I don't know. I don't really understand but I think this feeling is actually slowly disappearing.

I am so confused. . . Well I just hope I don't feel it again cause it isn't the best feeling to have.