Believe? Trust? Hope?

Should I believe? Should I trust? Should I hope?

Lots of things has been playing in my head.

Not sure which side should I take.

Should I believe in the promise?

Should I trust him?

Should I hope for that future?

Life is such a mystery. 

There is a chance the promise would break.

There is a chance he was lying.

There is a chance that the future would never exist. 

On the other hand, things might just turn out that way.

Maybe the promise would be kept

Maybe all he said is the truth

Maybe the future is just around the corner. 

I don't know anymore. 

The doubt is creeping in even further now. 

I don't know where I would go in the future.
I don't know what kind of life I am meant to have. 

I want to believe. 

I want to trust.

I want to hope.

But what if it isn't the right thing to do. . . 

Life is something special and unpredictable. 

I don't like not knowing. . . 

So conflicted with my own thoughts. 

Not sure what to think. . .

Life? ? ?