Sunday, 20 July 2014

Has she found out???

OMG~~~ I think my mum might have found out. I don't how I feel about this and she didn't make it very clear that she knows but is saying just tell me and I was like What?!?!? Ok. This is what happened

Today, Ling had called me up and asked me to go library with him though we actually didn't really go but anyway. I asked my mum and this time I was honest with her (a bit) that I was going to go library with Ling. At the time I though we were but we actually didn't. I told my mum that he was going to pick me up and all that. 

So for the day, I went out with Ling to watch a movie with D.H cause she was at burwood that time. After the movie, we went to driving around (just Ling and I) and then to the park while we just walked around grabbing sticks and all that. When it was about time to go home, we brought some ice-cream ate it and he sent me home. 

My mum had texted me 30 mins before saying when I will be home and I told her about 30 mins which later she text it is 30 mins already why are you not home. It was a bit weird to me cause it but I didn't think much about it. 

Though when I got home she was asking me did you get a boyfriend? I was like what?!?!? What gave her that idea? She told me somethings and said that people say I am not easy (directly translated from chinese) I was confused and asked her what it meant which she replied saying someone that can hide things. I was freaked out that she knew something and she won't tell me but she is wanting for me to tell her. 

I asked her why she thought this and who had said that I am not easy. It came to that my old crush G's mum had called her today and apparently G goes to burwood for tutoring. She also told me that he might have seen me with a boyfriend or a boy as a friend and that his mum was not really specific on what he actually saw. 

I was freaked out at first cause I am thinking what if G's mum knows and told my mum and my mum wants me to say it to her instead of my mum asking me straight away. If she knew. . . I don't know. . . In some way, I want her to know and I don't have to lie to her but then again I don't cause she would be more worried about me and I won't have that kind of freedom I have already. 

I don't know. So does my mum know? or does she not know? or does she know but pretends to not know so I would tell her? Then it comes down to should I tell her the truth? I know what somethings would lead to and. . . I don't really know what to say. I don't know if I should be honest and tell her yes, I have a boyfriend and I really love him. . . Ahhh~~~ Stupid old crush comes and ruins everything. 

Though I don't care, I have that kind of personality of wanting to show off to my old school friends and say look I have better friends now and look I have good boyfriend now. So I don't know >~< What to do guys? What to do???

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