Rage

I missed him but why does it feel like he doesn't feel the same way. Is he testing me again to see if I started the move? Or is it that he doesn't seem to really care? If he is testing me well now isnt that time cause my mood swings are out of control and if he doesnt care then why the . . . . do I care so much?

I am sorry I am just quite upset at the moment and I know I don't start some calls first but I do always type to him when I wanna talk and I don't think he sees that. So you know, what i dont care anymore. Tomorrow I got more depressing things to deal with like my mum yelling her head off at how bad my report is. You know what I am definitely gonna cry 2morrow and to be honest to be friends, I am crying now at the rage and sadness that came to me. But please keep this to your own knowledge and if reads this then he will know but otherwise I don't want him to know.

I am going to go to for a restless sleep and rest my eyes for the tears that would fall on the following night. Possibly I won't be on any social network 2morrow.

Night and hope people had a better night then I did. Good bye.