Matured???

I think, in some levels I have matured. I become slightly more independent. I know I can take care of myself and have gone through some many things. My life has changed quite a bit. I am still gullible and  pushover. Something that is quite hard to change about myself. I put too much trust out there cause I believe that the people around me wont hurt me. I let people trample over me cause, I feel that helping others and accompany is much better than my own selfish desires. I know people have to be selfish at times and I shouldn't let people take advantage of me but for those I love I seem to be willing. Probably Not a very good thing both this qualities to be together, cause one day if I trust the wrong person and then take advantage of me and I end up getting hurt. Not something I would like to experience.

Moving on. . . Sort of lost track of what I was meant to be saying. Hmmm. . . I think my point is I believe I have matured and become more independent. I really want to try going out into the world living in an apartment either by myself or with friends I trust. It would be fun.

I was just thinking about these things while I was cleaning the house since my parents are coming back. Hehe~~~ I think I did a good job. Alright, finished spazzing hahaha.