Tuesday, 27 May 2014

Pains my heart

Something still bothers me. 
Even though a friend help me get something I wanted. 
I still feel a pain in my heart.
Maybe it is cause I feel that he only did it cause she said so.
I feel that if she didn't he would probably never done it. 

I don't know seeing what he typed made my heart hurt. 
I felt teary and I just felt like it isn't really what he wanted to do. 
Or it isnt what what he would do. 

I don't know, something I thought would make me feel better didn't. 

But I am glad my beautiful friend had finally smile cause I haven't smiled for a while. 

My heart hurts but I think of what she says makes everything feel just a tiny bit better. 
This time, Ling's words couldn't cheer me up. 

Whatever, gonna escape to the lib tomorrow. 

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