Face it.

I am such a weakling. 

Something so small has cause me into this chaotic mental state. 

I think about it there are probably quite a few people that has worse or similar situations 

and I am here just breaking down. 

I am so stupid, if this goes on how am I meant to be independent. 

I need learn to not let things break me down. 

I need to be strong. 

Of course all this is going to take a while. 

The sadness with in my still lingers. 

But for now I shall put on a smile until it disappears. 

It won't be hard. I have done it for a while. 

I won't let this pull me down. 

I hide this and show that happy side of myself to my friends. 

Something where I am getting pretty good at now. 

Smile~ TT^TT