Thursday, 19 December 2013

Stop Making Me Miss You. . .

I am missing someone. 
That person is in my mind, constantly. 
Even when I have distracted myself they seem to crawl their way back in. 
I miss their voices, their touch and everything about them. 
My mind just won't give a moment of rest. 
Why won't they get out of my head? 
Why can't I stop thinking about them? 
Why? 
Because it is Ling and I love him too much to stop thinking about him. 

I want to see him. 
I want to hug him stay close to him for as long as possible. 
I miss his presences. 
I don't want to disrupt him too much as I know he would be gaming a lot and he deserves to. 
So I won't get angry or upset and I won't distracted him when he is playing. 
But even so, he is still on my mind. 
Never ending. 
I. . . I just miss him so much. 

You know who else I miss? 
I miss my friends. 
I miss being able to talk to them everyday.
 I miss the late night talks I have with my close friends. 
I want to be able to skype with those I care about everyday, 
but then again they probably have better things to do. 
I am not as important as other things that go about in their daily lives. 
I am glad that I can keep in contact with one of my friends. 
She keeps me company and I get to listen (actually read) to what she has been up to. 
I can keep up to date with her. 

Sigh I am just missing a lot of people. 
Especially someone cause damn they are just constantly on my mind. 
In a way I like it but then again, I don't like that pain that it leaves behind. 
STOP MAKING ME MISS YOU PEOPLE~~~ 
I am joking.

 I don't want to interfere with their lives. 
Everyone has something more important to do then be on skype and engage in a boring conversation. 
It is understandable. 

Don't worry. 
I have distractions. . . 

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