My parents. . .

Today, my dad decided to make lunch which was pasta with the mushroom cheesy kind of sauce. 

This is the first time I have ever eaten something he has made for the family. 

Though I was kind of happy about eat something my dad made, the problem is there is one thing I hate most out of all food is mushrooms I can't stand the taste. 

However, the one my dad put in the sauce was small enough for me to take except he wanted me to eat one whole mushroom that he made which I couldn't take which later my mum ate it. 

Another thing, that had depressed me was something my dad told me. 

He told me as both them come from China they don't divorce otherwise they would have divorced because he doesn't like my mum and my mum doesn't like him.

I knew this already but hearing it from my dad just saddened me more than I thought. 

Before even though I knew that this was the case I always have the little voice in me that begs to differ. 

That voice is silenced now. 

It is nice to know that there is no love that runs around the family. 

The only love that is left is the love they have for me and my sister. 

We kind of lost my sister since she doesn't really contact us very often. 

. . .

Sigh~ Just the thought of what he said depressed me.

However, I am glad I went out today cause I forgotten all about what I felt during lunch. 

I shall never ever think about that ever again. 

(Hope this post makes sense, I feel like this post is a little bit weird which is because I am trying to rush it so I can go play a game)