Everything is decreasing.
My appetite has decrease over these few days and I starting to not be able to eat as much as I would usually be able to.
My sleep has decreased a far bit. I just lie awake for hours before falling asleep.
My concentration has decreased but not as much as everything else. I can still concentrate when I really need to.
The thing that worries me most was what has happened to me yesterday. I was in Chem tutoring and during my exam and nearly the whole lesson, I was finding it a little difficult to breathe. I felt like I couldn't get enough air in me. I think that is quite a big concern but it might just be the humidity cause I feel it slightly today as well but not as bad as yesterday. I don't know. . . It was just that once. (hoping it is nothing
My mood has decreased a lot today. Yesterday, I woke up with a smile and remained happy until tutoring as I was getting quite tired. Today, I woke up feeling ok but I just slowly felt my annoyed and start to complain a little during the start of lunch. I got home, distracted with my phone for a while. But later I just feel so annoyed and unhappy wanted to be left alone however my dad kept annoying me. I tired getting him away from me with an annoyed tone and he got pissed. This just made me feel worse.
Why can't he understand when to leave me alone? My mum is able to. He doesn't know me at all. ARGHHH~~~ So annoyed and I don't even know the reason why I am. >.<
I don't want to release that angry on the people I care about, cause I am telling you I could just mental break. I was at the point of using the F word except I didn't say it out loud (close to though). When that happens I know I am in a bad mood.
Gonna avoid people. So I can get my emotions under control.
Though one thing had lighten my mood just slightly which was talking to my sister via Whats app. It was short like very very short but I was happy to have contacted her. Other than that. . . I am annoyed =.=
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