From Heaven to Hell.

I thought my weekend has finally lightened up but I guess I was happy to fast. This is how life goes. You have the happiest moments in you life and then suddenly something or in this case someone wrecks everything and everything goes down hill.

Well. . . Today is one of those times. I had the best time hanging out with my mum and returning home I felt really happy as well. I planned a schedule for holidays, I had time to rest and I had time to do my homework. Like always the lion returns home and rampages and makes my walls come crashing down.

I had finished dinner, in fact I barely started eating when my dad is complaining about the food and that  how things are not cooked and how there is nothing to eat. Geez, take it like a man and just deal with it. Anyway, my mum was angry as she had to make something else just cause he kept complaining. The arguments grew louder and my mum was annoyed that she had to eat all the food that he didn't want to eat. The food was oysters and I don't really like oyster not something I would prefer to eat, but I thought for my mum's sake so that she won't have to eat a lot of it I would eat some. So I had 2 and forced it down my throat. It wasn't to bad, just don't exactly like the taste. My mum didn't see this though.

So I tried to stop the arguments but telling them to stop and in a calm nice tone. My dad turns to me and tells me how my mum wants to argue with her rampage in the kitchen to make something else. I told him I don't care how started I just want it to stop but then he gets angry at me and says you don't care I don't care and tells me to stop arguing with him. I thought me arguing. me?!?! I am trying to stop it. Where is the logic there?

Anyway, so I said fine go argue. I am going back up to study so I wrapped my food but it in the kitchen and left. I don't want to be able to eat in peace. I want to be able to remain happy and I know if I stay down there I would not be happy and possible go deaf. Honestly when the voice start to rise my first thought was " I hope the neighbours are not hearing this."

Sigh~ My mood has been ruined but I think this time I upheld my emotions quite well but I fear that my dad would come up to me later and tell me off about what I did. But I don't think I did anything wrong. I just want the family to be at peace is that too much to ask. This is one of the reason I decided to go to the library every second day (except the weekends).

I feel like I dropped from heaven to hell.
(maybe a little over exaggerated but still...)

Anyway, now to distract myself I think. I would go and do some study.