Being straight forward is a good quality to have but sometimes being too straightforward you can actually hurt someone without you realising as you think that your just being honest. It has happened to me a few times already at first I can brush it off but after it occurs again and again you just kind of get disheartened and for me I start to paranoid over it and that is just me.
I don't know how to explain it and express how much it depresses me because it has taken me a while to accepted that I don't look to bad whether it is in real life or in photos. But now im starting feel a little to self-conscious about my looks, beginning to pick out the little details that I never really noticed before and all the bad qualities I had before. I probably thinking too much again but that is what I do and I don't know how to change like many other things I don't know how to change. (>~<˚).
I love how straightforward people can be but maybe warn beforehand because I don't want to be disheartened again or maybe I just don't want to hear it at the point. While at times it is perfectly fine when you dont have anything good to say then you just dont say anything at all. It gives the same message but in a little less harmful way. . . guess. TT^TT
*sigh* I don't want to look. . . I don't want to feel. . . I dont want to be. . .
Thank you for your honesty. . . But it hurts. . . >~< Though I still want you honesty. . . Because I realised that is one of the things I love about you ^_^
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