Waking up this morning had 3 dreams that I could remember but I don't exactly know what it means. Is it good or is it bad? The last dream of mine I could not remember but I have a strong feeling that is what about Ling and that is was connected to my second dream somehow. The first dream I had wasn't I dream I would have hoped for and I am unsure on how Ling would react after knowing about this dream. It is an arousing dream but it involved an old crush which hopefully would not make him feel jelly (a word Ling uses instead of jealous >v<).
The first dream began with me getting of the bus at the stop near my house, which my old crush also gets off at. Usually we would go opposite directions to our home, however this time he had walked in my direction. I maintained my distant with him as for one I didn't really want to talk to him and two I have no need to talk to him since I do not want to hang out with a guy like him. I turned in to a small miniature road where all the townhouses are lined up in a row and watched my old crush smiling and joking around near the edge of the miniature road where you can look down to see the street. In my head I remember think how immature he had looked as he joked around with one or two of his friends who were on the pavements of the street. For some reason I had walked passed my house and somehow with out even entering my door way, I was already home on my computer like I do everyday with my favourite social network opened. Like everyday, I would be talking to Ling on the social network for hours on end. In the dream, Ling had to get off early then usual just like he had last night and somehow I was outside again leaning on the wall next to the garage where my old crush stood beside me. For some unknown reason he begins to talk to me as we catch up with each just like old friends even though I never really knew him that well in the first place. We had talked about how we were recently as he had told me that a lot of girls are chasing after him. Tome it was a little bit weird of him to mention it but in my head I thought 'Hey, Ling had quite a few girls chasing after him but I ended up beating all of them' this thought brought a smile to my face as I decided to mention about Ling to my old crush. But I was very cautious as he was consider a family friend in a way and I wanted to keep this relationship a secret from my parents for many reasons and the fact that they did not want me to date until I finish high school (Sorry mum and dad, but I am happy ^.^). I remember after telling my old crush to promise not to tell his parents about me gaining a special someone in my life, he didn't have such a pleased look and later disappeared from my dream. Once again I was on my computer still viewing the miniature road in front of my house, I began discussing the events that had just happened to me with Rebecca which leads to the end of the dream.
My second dream was short yet very abnormal to me because it isn't something you would normally dream of. In my dream, I had Rebecca, VN and Ling in it as we sat around in a circle. I sat next Ling and VN as Rebecca was on the opposite side of me. We were about to play a game where our hands where placed above or under another persons hands as we went around hitting our hand onto the person on our left singing some kind of song which I can't recall anymore. I lost the first round and gained a letter which I can't remember either as the second round came it was known the VN lost the round and gain a different letter. However after the second round, there was so kind of disturbance in my dream as VN and Rebecca disappeared while I remained sitting next to Ling. From memory, I woke up slightly from a ring on the home phone which I ignore before returning back to my dream which now is completely blank from memory. All that I know was I was with Ling, it could have been an arousing dream or just one of my normal dreams of me having a normal conversation with him over the social network. Come to think of it, I remember think about how I been having quite a few dreams that involve Ling. Is it Good or bad? In my opinion, I like having Ling in my dreams kind of like having a protector in my dreams or an amulet that protect me from bad dreams, unless of cause it was an arousing dream that would be different.
Do we dream for a reason? Is our dream meant to be telling us something? I do believe that dreams mean something or is trying to tell us something. But what is these dreams about and does it matter. But I don't think anyone will ever know for certain. Nevertheless, there is one thing I do know and that is Ling being my amulet/protector or I could say he is my dream catcher makes since why he is always in them. :P.
Rebecca, thank you for being there in the time of need even though it was in my dream.
Ling, I love you and continue being my amulet/ dream catcher. protector. Thank you for just being. @^.^@
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