I am a shy girl and don't like to gain much outside attention so I try to not to involve myself in ways that would allow people to gossip about me. But recently I have been thinking, and truth be told I dont really think I care about it as much as I do anymore. Well I kind of still do but why should I keep people from knowing that I have someone that I love and that loves me back. So from now on I won't hide about my relationship with Ling from anyone in school anymore of course there are some things doesn't need to be known by others because it is a couple secret (>v<).
I'm not sure why I am blogging about this but I just feel lost, happy sad, worried and really just lost for words. I start with the depressing things first, well I am. . . actually unsure why I am depressed maybe it is part of my worries which is I think is that I am leaving a bad impression on his friends and I think maybe on his family. I'm really worried that I am because I don't want to leave a bad impression otherwise it. . . I don't really understand why I feel this way. Just believe that I need to because that is what a girlfriend should be able to do, and so far I am not at least I don't think I am.
But one thing I know is that I love Ling, I miss him right now, I am thinking about him even though I am talking with him right now. I hope I can make a better impression next time
I Love You
I Miss You
I Thinking about You, Ling
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