Today overall was a great day as so many things had made me feel so happy and jumping with energy. I was able to meet up with Ling today even though at first we were meant to meet up at Strathfield while I wished to meet up at Ashfield as we would be able to spend more time together. For some reason my phone didn't work and therefore Rebecca and DH decided to take control and help me text even though I told them not to. But that was ok because I did meet up with Ling and that was the most important part and the time my happiness reached its peak and everything that happened after it were just extend the time of my happiness. I ended up realising that my mum had changed my sim card to a different company as I had wish to change it and I also somehow texted people without getting charged which I was surprised about. However after my tutoring day I had predicted that I feel that something will happen that would ruin my entire happy mood and I was right though I wished how much that it wasn't. Once again the other past night my parents were arguing a bit but this time a bit more louder. My dad came into my room before he was about to sleep and he have had some alcohol beforehand. He had noticed the heater next to my bed and start yelling at the fact that it would catch on fire even though it was not on and nothing was covering it. However he wouldn't not listen to a word, I say and kept saying I wouldn't understand but if he would just explain to me I would understand. He needs to stop treating me as a little kid because I am not anymore I understand the fact that if a heater is on and is cover it will cause a fire but this heater was had fulfilled none of the criteria listed. All my happiness dropped in one hit while angry and tears flooded across my face, I wasn't even sure why I was so upset about it either, I just felt like crying and yelling. One thought crossed my mind and that was to talk to Ling but he wasn't back yet nor has he ever heard my cry, so I didn't want to let him hear this time. I crossed to my friend DH for some comfort and like always she always turned my frown upside down because had a few minutes of some nice conversation I felt much better. I been thinking though, what would have had happened if I left for Ling's comfort and honestly I did want his comfort just that. . . I knew that he was talking to his friends and I didn't want to take that time away from him as he spends almost everyday talking to me. Oh well, everything is over and I do feel better a bit though part of my sadness still lingers deep within my heart.
Thank You So Much DH for you constant comfort and support during my time of need, You are truly a Great Friend.
Ling, if you read this I do apologise for not telling you but, I. . . didn't really want to bother you with it and I want to remain a Cheerful and Happy attitude every time you see me, so I can some how make you happy as well. I Love You, Ling.
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