Everyone has some kind of family problems some less than other and some with a lot more, there maybe be some families that have no problems at all but for me I consider myself having more than enough. In my household, I hear constant arguments back and forth, day in and day out, it may not be ever minute of the day but it is a lot for a teenage girl to take. When I am with my dad I hear so much complaints he has about my mum which I believe is completely wrong because my mum is the best mum in the world of course most people would think that about their own mum. Anyway, when I am with my mum I hear her complaining about my dad which I usually agree with her because he can be really annoying and also he has more flaws then anyone in the world (probably).
Growing up with a feuding family isn't easy for me because I am always the one that gets stuck in the middle and the one that has to take a side which I hate. My dad is not very nice as our whole family will consider him very self-centred, selfish and a hypocrite even though he is quite nice to me for the reason that he wants to be on my good side. Since I could remember, my sister hates my dad more than anyone could ever imagine and I know that since he is still her father and that she has to have some kind of love for him but I can tell you she does not have any. My dad never treated her well and for that my sister has held this grudge till this very day, I know to many you may think what could my dad have possible done to make my sister hate him so much. I can tell you that what he has done no one would ever be able to understand even me because I lived a completely different life to her. I, for one, was spoilt be my parents and my dad loves me even though I dislike him in some ways but can't not completely as he has been trying his hardest to be on my good side and treats me better than anyone else in the family. My mum seems to hate my dad as well but it is weird usually when you parents hate each other they would get a divorce and why aren't they divorced and I am not sure myself. Maybe they are not bother or they still have some kind of feeling for each other but won't show it at all and I would not exactly wish for that to happen but then again sometimes I do for the sake that I don't have to bear the pain of their arguments. I wish for a happy family or at least a family where I can see a little love between my parents or between my dad and my sister, once would be enough. I am just tired of the same old arguments I hear within these walls where the constantly yell at each other which I would take my mum side and say that my dad is not being reasonable but I could never say it. I am a little scared to be on my dad's bad side because wow he can be so scary when he is angry and because I don't want to take sides and hurt my dad's feelings.
I guess I will finish my ranting about how much I am annoyed with the constant arguments I hear between my parents because there is nothing I can do about it but to block it out unless of course it gets really serious and violence may occur which then please pray that I would make it out alive~
(=.=)My family life (TT^TT).
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