Happy Dream with Ling

It feels like every night where I have a dream, ling would always pop in no matter if it was for a small part or big, he will always be in my dreams. It was no different this time but he took on a big part causing some happy sadness.

The dream began with me being at home with Ling for a while before he left to go out somewhere and my friends, Rebecca, EW, MV and CG came over. For a while we stay inside the house but for some unknown reason we went out and stood outside the tyre shop near my house. VN appeared and asked me if I knew that Ling  was in the dance room next to the tyre shop (which doesn't actually exist). I had replied that I knew before VN asked if I knew he was talking to a girl and no one else. This I didn't know which also made me feel curious and jealous (>.<). I replied VN "Really, I don't know about that". I was curious to see what the girl looked like and if she was "hot" or not, so we all left towards the dance studio but we entered a shop next door so I can secretly get a peek of the girl and LIng. I noticed a group of boys furtherest away from us then a group of girls on the other corner while Ling and the girl were sitting closest to the dorr. They seem to be enjoying their conversation, I don't remember what the girl had looked like but I am quite sure that she was quite good- looking as I was feeling more and more jealous. As they stood up, Ling had noticed me with a surprised expression however he didn't move or stop talking to the girl more like he was unsure what he should do next. I turned towards my friends and reassuring said "Oh, who cares." even though in actual fact I did care. I rushed out of the store and ran towards my house and halfway there, I heard Ling running behind me which I guessing he was coming to apologise while I just confirmed to him that everything is fine. But I knew very well that I wasn't ok and actually close to tears and him seemed to know it as well as he continued to chase me to my house. I stumbled with me keys once I got to the door allowing time for Ling to catch up but I was hoping that I can get in the house before he was able to which wasn't successful. Once Ling reached me he bear-hugged me and apologised in a soft voice, whispering it in my ear. I couldn't remember what he had said but I knew it was something sweet as I felt an overwhelming happiness and warmth that only a boyfriend can give. The next part of dream was a blur all I remember was being in Ling's arms while he and I hanged out with my friends. The dream had ended with something about facebook where Ling and I had both posted something.

Even though the dream brought a new sort of sadness and jealousy but it had allowed me to experience a wonderful feeling of Happiness and warmth that I never knew existed. I am glad to have this dream even for the down falls of it because with out the fall there could be no rise.

Thank you Ling. I Love you and Miss you as well~~~ (@^.^@)