Busy Day

Today. . . was a busy day and somewhat turned a bit from happy to sad towards the end. Alright, so I was with Ling in the morning and we spent some time at my house before going to Lib later to meet up with M.V and had lunch.

After lunch with M.V, we (along with Beautiful who joined later) went to buy things at Priceline where Beautiful bought for me and I bought for her. We had to be quick cause we had to go karaoke right after in the city.

Karaoke was fun, we all sang and everyone seemed super hyper. Ling as always had teased me a bit in my singing, but oh well what can I do. We sang for about 3 hours before I really had to go home. I was very agitated throughout the whole trip home cause I was later and I thought my dad would start yelling at me later. But he didn't come home until after I did, so I was safe but barely >.<

You know. . . I nearly fought with Ling. I think I was pretty agitated in getting home and not getting in trouble that I just got angry very easily. He was sort of talking about my ATAR and stuff like that and those stuff really bothered me at the time and I just got depressed and angry about it. He later asked me why are you so depressed or are you just tired? I probably should have said I am just tired which was also true. But I told him that he had made me depressed due to all the things he had just said. I don't know how I made him angry but he was like do you really wanna have a fight now? I paused for a couple seconds before I said No. I really didn't and I realised it was probably the one time I was upset and he was upset about something together.

I am not sure if this can't as a fight cause honestly I stopped it before it started. I didn't wanna argue with him and I was just to agitated that everything got to me. On the train ride it was ok. We talked a bit and everything seem fine and we kissed goodbye before I jumped off the train. Hmmm. . . I don't know after Ling and I left the Karaoke room we were sort of quiet and didn't seem to communicate that well with each other. Just my own personal feel to it. We were fine beforehand. I don't know. Honestly to tired to even probably think about what I am saying.

Two things I realised that is a bad quality of mine. One I talk to much as in I have a big mouth and tend to not really hide much of myself to people and Two. . . I sort of forgot the second one. . . Alright just one thing. There is a lot of things I need to change about myself to make me a better person I think. No one can be perfect but you can aim to try and be the best person you can be.