Skype Call Sleep

Normal when I am on a Skype Call with Ling and I get really exhausted to tend to fall asleep on the call. In fact I like the feeling that I am asleep but I know that I am with someone, I don't know why. I like the feeling more when I know it is with Ling.

Yesterday night, Ling said lets sleep but then he said he is going to leave the skype call on. I was like I see you wanna even it out cause most of the time I fall asleep on him. But yeah so the whole night the skype call was on and both of us were just sleeping. I felt sort of happy knowing that I am still on the call with him cause it sort of made me feel like he was right there. I really like that feeling and also about 4:00 I woke up for a while and couldn't sleep and around the same time Ling had woken up and gone to the bathroom for a bit. We talked a bit and he seemed pretty surprised that as was awake.

I really like the feeling of sleeping on a skype call. Hmmm wonder if it would happen more often.

Also you know, We were talking about stuff today and I found out something. I am not sure to believe it or not but apparently this girl he says he exercise with is a fake. When I think about it, I never seen her on his contact list nor did I see any texts he has to her or she her on his contact list on FB.

(Yes I stalked him a far bit but . . . there is no good excuse for it haha. I am just a jealous person.)

Anyway, so he admits that he made this person up just to make me jealous and I was like. . . Why am I so gullible? I did see he had none of that name anywhere yet I chose to believe him. I chose to believe almost everything he says. Sigh~ I don't know what if there is more things he is lying about. . . Mieh, to be honest I don't think Ling would do anything unfaithful to me mainly because he has an older sister and knowing his relationship with her sister and what her sister had been through. I don't believe that he would do the same things that his sister had experienced. So I pretty much trust him not to have any other girls but me. Saying this I might be wrong and I know like all guys they would start drooling the next hot girl that walks past them cause it is hormones.

I think I relationship has grown a bit now. I am still confused about how long this would last and I probably shouldn't really think about it. But you know Ling mention that our relationship might be the one that last 7years. My mind frame is that is good but what happens after? Does it mean that we break up and then it would have been a lot hard for me to get a BF in my point of view cause I know as you go older it is harder to find a guy. Guys have a better chance I believe.

Ahhh~ I don't know this is all in the future and not what I should be thinking now. NOW I must concentrate on the HSC >~<