I feeling sort of depressed. Why? It does seem to make sense after I just had gone karaoke and drink a cocktail with my beautiful and Ling just a while a go. Why am I depressed all of a sudden? Maybe this is stupid. . . But finding out that ur bf is busy everyday for the next 3 weeks makes me feel alone.
I know, he needs his time with his friends and all that but it feels like I wont seem ever for the next 3 weeks and probably for longer because cause I gotta go for my korea trip. Does he really wanna not see me for more than a month? Am I being selfish that I want him see him and talk and. . .
This is the problem dating a guy who is popular. It is feels like u r fighting for attention and I could never admit it to him cause I dont wanna seem needy and I want him to put some time in for me. I want to be high on his priority list. I honestly dont wanna always sneak out at night or sneak around doings things.
I can't. I don't know I am feeling super depressed and I feel selfish and bad about myself. AHHHH~
I. . . >~< can't even express myself. Just gonna bathe in my sorrow for now.
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