Hang the Bird

Today, I saw something both very cruel and upsetting yet something very nice happened as a result. I was going for lunch with W.Z and Ling during a library study and Ling had noticed something across the street. There were people staring at something and he wanted to know what he was staring at. We later found out that there was this bird that was hanged up on a tree and was still alive. I think it was choking and I was horrified as in what kind of evil person would hang a bird on a tree and leave it to die.

Ling had said maybe it got caught be itself and I thought yeah maybe that is the case but still I really wanted to save it but I didn't know how to get up there. Later I saw someone climb our to save the bird it was so high and he could have fallen and all that for the bird. I thought was very sweet.

I noticed the bird trying to get away from the people once it was taken down from the tree however it couldn't go anywhere cause of the string around it. W.Z had told me that the bird couldn't get away was cause it feet was also bound together which therefore means someone was hanging the bird. This goes back to my original point on how can someone just do it how thoughtless and ahhh~ animal cruelty written all over it. I hate it. I am so glad though that the bird was saved and taken care of now hopefully.

We went back to the lib later and into a room we booked however we didn't study much cause in the end we played truth and dare. One dare that worried me a lot was the prank call I need to do towards my friend beautiful. I had to lie that I saw Ling with another girl and I did but after we told her it was a dare she seemed pretty pissed and I apologised non-stop though I think I started to piss her off more with the non-stop apologising :P

Beautiful though trusted Ling very much and believed that he didn't cheat. There might be another explanation and I believe the way she think is right cause I don't believe Ling would cheat but by saying that I would never know if he did cause he would probably hide it very well.

Towards the end of the day, I felt very depressed. I had so much going on in my head and I guess it was. . . I don't know what to say. . . Sigh, I wanna talk to someone about it but. . . I guess. . . AHHH~ I don't know. To be honest, I had tears in my eyes on the train while I was lying on Ling. He didn't notice anything nor did he notice that the entire time I was faking my happiness and smile. He seemed to really believe that I was happy when in actual fact I was trying hide it and keep my thoughts to myself.

Alright, I can't do this no more. Gonna go study.