A Good Girlfriend!?

I was just thinking about somethings that had happened yesterday. I remember a few things cause some things I sort of blanked out or that I rather not reveal about. Anyway, I remember talking to Ling and spending time with him after tutoring. Some topics was a little bit serious and some things are not so.

We mention about relationship things and I remembered how he had promised to love me forever and all that kind of stuff. At the time, I thought that is good and all while parts of me doubted that it was the truth. I was right to doubt it really though what happens in the future we will never know. You know he told me he will be with me for 3 years and basically almost 1 and a half has already gone. Honestly, what kind of person really decided when to end a relationship but I really can't tell if it was the truth or not.

I know it is stupid to take high school relationship serious and I guess I am prepared for what is to come. But for me I like to take things seriously cause everything we do is creating a small path of our future and I honestly don't wanna just play around. Though I know most guys around this age and probably older would all rather play around but that is life.

I guess I shouldn't really care about that cause really I had already knew that high school relationships had a low chance of lasting forever. So one thing I am not so bother about now. Another thing I remember hearing was that I was a good girlfriend though I think he told me that he said his sister had I said I was a good girlfriend but maybe not the one Ling was looking for. He told me he would have to see maybe I wasn't but the fact that I his sister thinks I am a good girlfriend makes me happy.

I actually told him that my friends think I should be angry more at him due to what his friends had said about me and that I don't get angry enough. He ask why would should I get angry at him for something his friends said and that he had to deal with the bad things his friends say about me. I was pretty honest with him I told him that it would effect me more cause I have to live with it. But eventually he had told me that he isn't the kind of person to be effected by what his friends say about me which is a good thing to hear.

>.< I can't remember anything else anymore. I am pretty tired and a lot of things that had happened seem to have blurred out. Oh well. I guess I shouldn't worry too much on this relationship cause whatever happens happens and the important things is to be true to yourself and be happy.