Restricted

I hate the restrictions I have at home. 

I see how everyone parents seem so relaxed in how late that allow their child to stay out 

and yet now my dad has told me I have to be home by 6. 

I don't like it. 

I don't like being stuck at home and 

if I had a choice I rather stay in the library till it closes, 

honestly I wanna be out and not be caged at home.

In fact, today close to the end I was sort of quiet and depressed 

cause I knew I had to be home soon and I didn't wanna go home. 

I really just wanna stay in the lib; 

stay with my friends to study and enjoy their company. 

I wish I could rebel against what my dad says and not go home so early. 

But I admit I am scared of him and would not go against his words that often. 

Ahhh~~~ Why can't they give me the freedom to do what I want?

They even want to live with me in the future as in sell the house and buy a new one. 

Honestly, NO I don't want to cause even though they say that they won't care about what I do. 

I know for a fact that they would care and bug me. 

I just need the freedom, the choice to do things on my own. 

They been protecting me since I was young. 

I feel so spoilt by them and it seems like I can't do anything myself. 

No, I must find an escape. 

I need to, I just need to live on my own until I actually settle down with a family. 

When I do settle down and want to start a family then I wouldn't mind living with my parents. 

BUT NOW, I want my freedom and the ability to live on my own. 

I need to get away from them. 

I just realised how cling my parents are to me. 

I want to get away from them for a while.

It isn't like I don't love them or something.

But I just need a break from their protection. 

Sounds like a module in english

but, I need to break the barrier and safety of the home environment. 

I need to move into the world and experience things on my own