Smile across my face.

I am abnormally happy today. I not sure why and really I don't care why I am so happy cause it is a good thing that I am. Though I felt quite tired in bio and my mood sort of dropped for another reason. It is my friend again that I have been worrying about a lot lately.

I continued to observe her like I do every time I see her. I saw things things that worry me and after a while I got so worried my mood dropped but you know what I kept it up cause I can't be down. I need to be happy and positive and lighten her mood up. That was my job so I tried to entertain her as much as possible whenever I had a spare moment cause obviously Bio study is a priority for both us since we got our exams coming up soon.

You know, I really worry for her. At times I feel like she is forcing a smile and forcing herself to show a strong positive self when inside I know there is something wrong. I guess I might be wrong about this cause I have made a few mistakes in my assumptions. But I don't know. You know, I wish she talked to me cause I really want her to open up to me. In the past I worried for her to and took care of her and tried to make her feel comfortable and burden others when I couldn't. The things I did upset another friend and I felt that.

I ended up giving up cause I could't keep up with that attitude cause I wasn't getting anywhere with it. But as time progress I realised that I wasn't as far as I thought. She came to me when she needed help and that feeling when she opened up and talked to me about what was bothering her. I helped as much as I could and I felt so happy about it.

I enjoy helping my friends and I enjoy making them happy, seeing them smile. I want to be able to do that for my friend and I want to be able to be her confidant. Of course it is her choice if she wants me to and this time I shall patiently wait for her. I will show her all my love and care. I will make her happy when ever she needs and accompany her whenever she needs me. As I mention to before my goal is to make my friends happy cause when they are happy then I am (^.^).

Stay Happy everyone.