Sorry, but recently I have been so preoccupied but some personal reasons that I haven't been able to blog. In fact I rarely spend time on my laptop because of it cause nearly always I would be on Skype but yesterday I didn't go on at all. Weird. . . Not really for me since I know the exact reason.
Gosh, my head is in such a mess and I can't even think straight and I have an important ext 1 maths exam tomorrow. What was I thinking? What was I doing? That is something I can't tell anyone cause I don't want people to know. I don't want to be judged differently. I don't want to be treated differently. I don't want my friends to see me like I am a completely different person. So I can't blog about it I can't tell them about it.
Sigh, the past few days seem to have pasted by like a breeze. I felt so much and now I am mentally and physically exhausted which may have cause a small little fever this morning but don't worry. I am not sick I just exhausted myself too much but in someway I am happy about it.
Alright I know this blog makes no sense to people and really I kind of don't understand what I am typing but I got so much emotion I want to express but I want to keep it hidden as well. I think I am going to write it down separately instead of blog it cause I honestly don't want any of my friends too know.
All I can think about it this rush of different emotions and the fact that I am so so going to fail my maths exam and maybe the 2 other exams I have this week. I can't wait for all exams to be over. Maybe that way I can finally gain back all the energy I lost over the weekend.
Finally note: SO EXHAUSTED.
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