Lonely

I feel so lonely now. I don't know what cause it but I look around my room and I see emptiness. The only things I notice is the things that remind me of the special people in my life.

- The teddy bear that Ling gave me for my B'day,
- The soap rose that Rebecca gave me on valentine's day.
- The wilted real rose that Ling gave me on valentine's day.
- A jar of stars with a note inside that A.Z gave me on for my B'day 2 years ago. (The stars I made was from paper that S.Z gave me for my B'day)
- A smaller jar with dried lavender petals also given by A.Z
- 2 bottles of perfume, One given by Ling on my B'day and the other given by a friend in year 9 for my B'day.
- A bunch pf photos a stuck on my desk which has all my friends in it.
- and there is this pile of work that I haven't done yet.

Sigh~ I missed my friends and Ling even though I saw them two days ago, I miss them. Though there is like three other people that I miss cause I have seen them in a long time nor have contacted them that often. I think they would know who they are when they read this.

Feeling so lonely, but staring at my memores make me smile and tear up at the same time. I miss those good, old, carefree days. >.<