Feeling. . .

I dont know. . . Yesterday i had dinner with Ling's family again but i felt. . . Forgotten or neglected. I mean im technically not a part of this family yet but. . . I didn't like the feeling at all.

First thing, i would that happen was that they all watched a video and i wanted to see it but when i asked he didnt hear and was looking for something else. Maybe i was just to quiet but i didnt like that feeling.

Other parts that made me upset was that he decided things for me. One of the decisions i can understand but the other. . . I didnt like. His sister order caesar salad and i do like it but Ling said i dont like vegetables which it isnt true. There other part that i can understand was taking my wedges to give her auntie. I understand the reason but o wish he told me beforehand.

I don't know... just didn't like the feeling this one time.