Back to my old self. The same person who can't control there emotions. The same person that was all selfish and thought about herself. That same person I wanted to avoid and hated. It is all back at control it and change what's wrong with me. : .
Maybe cause I am exhausted and I'm just not thinking properly. Maybe that is just me giving me any excuse for myself. Getting depressed all over again. Emotions taken control of me and going back to thinking what's is the point of my existence. Why on earth was I brought into this world. Was it just to make everyone life miserable or hard. I can't do anything right. I feel what ever I do just annoys other people and cause them more trouble. So what is the point of me being on this earth. . .
Feel like nothing has changed. Feel like crap and feel like just a big stupid trouble maker. Can't do this TT^TT
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