Today was the first sunday in a while that I was able to sleep until noon or at least close to noon. I was able to get 11 hours of sleep which is probably a bit to much for me but thats ok I am happy though not about the dream I had. You see, I had this dream about my parents wishing to split because of everything happening between them and mainly money problems. I would usually be happy about this but it reminded me of something I had heard about that day and I knew what the dream was telling me as new worry arises. Waking up today, I was feeling a little depressed and down-hearted unlike other times I knew why I was feeling this way and I know it is about the dream I had because I didn't remember it until later that day. However, I shall keep the reason to myself (sigh - o -). Anyway, my mum told me that we were going to go to my sister place and see her before going to lunch at a restaurant near her apartment. I was glad that I get to see my sister again and talk to her for the first time since the last time I talked to her where she wanted to go out with Ling and I.
As we traveled to her place, I returned to thinking about my worries and I have some many of them so it would take me forever to think about them all thoroughly (AHHH~~~ T^T). Meeting with my sister we treated each as normal and I was a little neglected as we walked to the restaurant like always. Reason why I listen to music because they don't really talk to me directly a lot of the times other then when my sister starts finding my mum annoying and talks to me which happened as we waited for our food to be prepared. My mum planned to go to to Westfield after lunch which I hoped my sister would come along as I need her expertise in skincare products. However, she wasn't bother going meaning I need to figure what products would be best suited for D.H's 16th Birthday present. I was glad to have seen my sister, talked to my sister cause I realised I really missed her but there was so much I wanted to talk to her about as she is more experienced in those areas but I don't know how or whether she would really understand me. My sister has a beautiful personality and I admired her a lot but I don't always get along with her and quite sure she doesn't understand me my points of views at times. I want to spend more time with her. I need to spend more time with her. JIE~~~ I Miss You.
Back on topic. . .
First thing my mum and I did went to when entering Westfield was going to woolworth and brought some necessities and food/drinks for me to bring to the athletics carnival. Placing all our shopping into the care we left to David Jones to view some skincare products for my friend and I asked a shop assistant for help as she gave me some good advice. However the products she had suggested was out of my affordable price ranging but I really wanted to give it to her because I believe she would be happy to get it. I decided that I would ask one of my friend if they want to share the cost and buy it as a combined gift later that day. My mum and I left the store, brought an Easy-way before we prepared to leave Westfield and drive further up to some other stores that we could buy some bread for my following day. I wanted to take a detour before going to the car towards the pet store and view the cute puppies and kittens. We had also passed a store with music albums, DVDs of movies, tv shows and many others. My mum was looking at the T.V that was viewing a cartoon show which had a cartoon dog and I was watching to until I something else that caught my attention. I found something that I think Ling might like which made me wonder what I would get for his Birthday even though I know it is months away. My mum and I also found a movie called "The Aristocats" which my mum remembers was one of my favourite childhood movies which I was so happy that she actually remembers considering she forgets things so easily. Love You Mummy~~~ (^.^). Anyway before we made it to our car, my mum bumped into her family friend who has a son doing HSC this year. The start chatting for a while before my mum finally decided to leave and during that conversation, I just entertained myself with music and the stores around me. After we brought some bread at 'Bread-Top', we left for home and along the way I start to worry again thinking about everything that worried me in the morning and new worries that begins to surface. These worries now are depressing me in a way but for sure will not but this aside and focus on a brighter and happier outlook on life. I say this but would it work. . . probably not. Gosh. . . I need to cheer up, stop worrying and return to my normal self which comes but then disappears just as quickly.
Overall, spending the day with my sister and my mum made be very happy, I need something good in my day. . . or weekend though yesterday day of cartoon movie watching was quite a highlight (:P).
Enough of this now. Enjoy the rest of the weekend.
Bye-Bees
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