A Festive day

Today was the School's annual festive day, where we begin with church in the morning before we have the rest of the day doing what ever we like until 2:30. The previous years, the school held a talent quest after an hour and a half of free time for ourselves but this year it was going to be different. This year our school planned a whole range of activities and foods for us to spend our entire day as the talent quest has been moved to another day further through the year.

Unlike last year, our group didn't really plan anything or plan out what we would do. I remember I enjoyed my first festive day in this school however every year I felt it has gotten worse and worse. This year. . . well it was different however I spent most of my time sitting with a small group of our friend as most went off wondering. I didn't do much except eat some snacks which D.H kept wanting me to eat more of the lollies as I was busy doing some texting. I didn't want to eat any as I was full however to stop her from annoying me I agree to eat one. Towards the end of the festive day, I spent it with Rebecca wondering around the school before we ended up in the library playing chess which may sound boring but out of the whole day I find that this part was the highlight of my day. The school held dance comps, Karaoke comps, Showbags, lots of food and drinks and games including a jumping castle. The day was quite expensive and I didn't spend any money there however I became very hungry after the day ended.

I traveled home with M.V and C.t but not before we went around the area to buy some food I brought the most as I was starving. Overall, the day has been. . . not bad. I woke up this morning a little lazy tried to brighten up the morning, even though it has been cloudy all day, however my friends didn't seem to respond to me therefore I spent the rest of my day being quite dull. Our mass was surprisingly amusing as D.H and I were kind of having some fun of our own and I know it isn't good to do it in mass but it was a little boring. I had a good talk with Rebecca but I realised how self involved I am and how much caring Rebecca is compared to me. I should stop being concerned of the things around me and open my eyes to problems my friends may be having and I would do that. Come to think of it, Sowwie Rebecca for making you angry yesterday afternoon. I knew, you were angry and upset I didn't know why now that I do, I am very sowwie. (T^T). Seems like I can't do anything right. I am useless at everything and I wonder with my abilities, personalities and characteristics what would I even be good at. I feel like I can't do anything right nor can I figure out anything. I not smart in anything I do whether it is educational or in my social life. I'm just no good.(>~<). Maybe I am thinking to much again and putting myself down or maybe it is cause of the depressing weather either way. I need to cheer up and think positive and care about my friends more which is the most important thing I NEED to DO.

I am going to stop being self involved. ^~^
Bye-bees.