She was in my dream. I was like nothing bad had happened and she talked to me like she always have. It was sort of like a continuation of our korea trip where we went to another city in Korea. I felt so happy talking to her but then I knew it was a dream. I asked her did she know that I heard from Maria about her and she told me Maria was lying.
But I felt Maria wouldn't especially if she told me that something happened on seoul tower and that was the reason why I can' talk to someone.
In the dream she was like how I remember her but I told I know this is a dream cause I hoped that in the dream maybe she could decipher it for me since I wouldn't be able to ask her in reality. She seemed sadden that I had said this and I told I wish this wasn't a dream and I wanted to keep talking to her. I even told her I knew that this was the last time I would ever she her. I felt tears well up and I was so worried that I would really cry and wake up.
Denise later comes up and tells me you will be happy again later. I hoped she was right. After that I felt a buzz and I return back into reality. The reality where I will no longer ever have any contact with her. I miss her and still hope that this friendship isn't lost. But it is. She. . . Sigh. . . Is this really the end?
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