Sigh, even though I said I had a great day today. It isnt completely true. My parents during dinner where complaining about each other and my dad kept talking to me and said you will understand how is the better parent and saying bad things about my mum.
Surprisingly I am able to keep up a good mood and a good attitude. I ignored it. Didn't respond and what I did was sing to myself cause I had a song stuck in my head and I ignored as much as I can. I also used that soothing memory of being with Ling at the park hearing his heart beat. So I was able to maintain a good mood and not be upset at how my parents are always arguing and then complain on a post like I always do.
I still in a good mood cause I still have the song in my head. I am talking to Ling and I can distract myself with my computer and other things that would stop the reality of my family from hitting me.
Singing and people outside my family life/home keeps me from breaking down. ^.^
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