Voice Test.

You know, I decided to take advantage of being alone at home. Since my sister was going to home later tonight I decided to record my own voice as I sang a few songs I think I would be able to produce a good voice. I practice and improved my voice each time until I was able to singing the whole song and make minimum amount of mistakes and still sound good.

I told one friend about it and she wanted to hear it but there was so technical difficulty with the recording so I couldn't show her. In some way, it was a relief cause even though I feel like it sound quite nice I don't think other would think so. Usually, when I think my voice sound nice other would find that it isn't really good and could pin point a bad quality of it. I appreciate it even though it doesn't make me feel so good.

Honestly, I look down upon myself cause I have no good qualities except the random gift of unable to gain an weight not matter how much I eat. What else is good about me? I have no looks other then skinniness. I have no strong academic skills. I don't have an good physical strengthen. I don't have a good voice. I don't have a very good social skills. My life would be hard in the future.

I say this but somehow I am not too bother about it. I will still show my friend cause I trust her and I do want to hear an honest opinion of the recording cause everyone has a different perspective and I don't trust mine very much.

Anyway, I enjoy singing and recording my own voice. My throat got a little dry and hoarse but it was fun and that is all that really mattered. Made me feel happier and free. I forgot about everything else.

Singing is fun just wished I had a good voice. I do know two people who has the most beautifulest voice ever. One is S.Z, I mean wow her voice is wonderful. She seriously need to consider being a singer as a career. She has the looks and the voice what else does she need. Another one is V.N. She has such a nice voice, I remember being envious of listening to her sign one song last time it was just beautiful. I also remember who she can do a freestyle rap in a random song that had been chosen Karaoke. She did it one or two years ago and I was amazed at that talent. I wish I had a strong voice that could be like an attractive feature. So far my attractive feature is my skinniness and long legs (Pleased about my long legs ^.^ Boasting a bit, sorry :P)

Anyway, I had fun who cares if people think I sing bad cause it isn't gonna be what I really want to be in the future though it would be cool to be able to have a famous career. Oh Well~~~