What is the point of studying Maths???

This week is the start of my Prelim exams and so I have decided to concentrate completely on my study though, I can't say I have cause I have procrastinated but that different. But, today I was so close to crying cause. . . EXTENSION MATHS IS SOOOO HARD!!! I kind of want to swear but I don't like swearing so I would not use such language but. Today's extension maths exam was. . . AHHH~~~ I just wanted to scream. I couldn't do the last question at all and a few parts of other question that I got stuck on. This time I am going to fail my exam and move further down in rank. I was ranked 7th in 13 people then I dropped to 9th this time I probably drop to like last place. The test was a nightmare. I wished I study more though I did study to 12:10 but then again I did go watch a movie (though it was worth watching the movie ^.^).

I wish I could just drop ext maths, but unfortunately that would be more pain to me then just dealing with it. As growing up in a chinese family, my parents pushes me to do ext maths if I don't well then here comes a lot of yelling and telling you how bad you are and that you won't get a job and it goes on and on. Hearing that over and over again isn't pleasant, so suffering with maths is actually better than getting a long lecture that would replay the next day though if you don't do well then you get the same outcome (=.=). That's just life. But seriously what would maths get me. You probably never use it ever again like things about trigonometry, parametric. . . I can't remember anything else actually and really I don't want to cause it just reminds me that I did SO bad.

You know I can't be bother even ranting about how stupid maths is and how bad I did anymore I am just tired now. Didn't get enough sleep though I know a few of my friends had even less sleep than I did, so I won't complain, but I am going to sleep for a bit. so Goodnight everybody and Good Luck to anyone else out there doing extension 1 or 2 for year 12 maths. I should also wish everyone with theor prelims coming up or are in the middle of prelims. So Good Luck Everyone.
(off to sleep =o= zZzZzZzZ)