Choose a Side. . . NEVER (secretly I have)

I HATE IT. I HATE IT. 

I HATE IT. I HATE IT. 

I HATE IT. I HATE IT. 

I HATE IT. I HATE IT. 

I HATE IT. I HATE IT. 

I HATE IT. I HATE IT.

I don't like choosing sides. I actually hate choosing sides. For one I am already someone who is so indecisive which makes it very difficult choose things as it is. But the was part is I don't want to make either side angry or upset. I don't understand how yesterday I could enjoy a conversation with my dad which is a rare situation but today I just wanted escape. I wanted to run away. My dad must be in a bad mood or something but kept saying how my mum is not a good mum cause she doesn't like to cook. I don't think so and really I believe that she is the best mum in the world but I don't want to say it cause I know that he would get upset and angry. So I stay quite but . . . *sigh* he wanted me to agree with him and got angry at me for not choosing a side or more like angry that I am not saying I'm on his side.

My dad keeps telling how my mum is so bad and what is worse what he said after. He told me in china that there is a tradition that a wife is meant to be obedient to the husband. I seriously wanted rage at this cause what kind of stupid tradition is that. This might to some be very feminist but seriously what kind of age are we in now. Why do a wife have to be obedient? My dad made it sound like a wife is like a child that have to listen to the man of the house. I hate that though. I hate what he said. I don't want to be offensive to my own culture but that tradition is STUPID and for I don't even think that rule even exist in this age now. Times have changed.

My dad had also told me that my mum can talk as in she can make something sound really reasonable when it isn't reasonable at all. But really my mum has good reason and it is my dad who has no reason and cause he believe he is always correct even when he is wrong he gets angry. What is worst about the conversation this might not be word for word but from what I understand he says my dog is more obedient than my mum. What the heck is that about? I mean seriously. I can't believe he even compared my mum with a dog. Ok I am completely for animal equality but we all know that humans have a more logical thinking than any animal. But that isn't the point my mum should have a say at what she believes in. She should be able to stand up for herself and be put down to that level.
WHO THE HELL DOES HE THINK HE IS!?!?!?!?!?!?

I am so pissed. I am pissed that my dad wants me to choose a side. I am pissed that my dad thinks that my mum has to be obedient.  I am pissed at the way he even just talks about my mum. I am pissed that he thinks that he status in the family is like a master and his dog. I am freaken angry at the fact that I have such a dad. I hate it. I know I am choosing a side now which I said I hate but I hate is revealing my side to anyone cause I want to just sit on the fence I might think which side I am on but I DON'T WANT TO BE PULLED IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CONVERSATION AND CHOOSE A FREAKEN SIDE.

*breathe*

I need to calm down before I explored my rage out at someone innocent. But I HATE THE WAY MY DAD THINKS. HE HAS NO REASON.
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!