The way my parents talk

This week I have been acting a little weird and I feel like I am not really my normal self. I am slowly starting like being by myself though I still rather being with someone else. Rebecca seemed to noticed my off behaviour and questioned it today. I am slightly surprised at how intuitive she is about these things but she is my best friend and it seems fair that she picks up these things like I would for her (at least I hope I do). I am quite happy about having such a great friend like her. ^.^

Anyway back to my main point.

Since I have been kind of down lately I have begin to pick up some things around the house especially the way my parents talk to each other. I have then remember previous conversation they had together I found out 20% of the time they talk to each other in a normal tone as they talk about something but this won't usually last long as it ends with either complaining about each other or that my dad asks my mum to do something for him. 35% of the time they would begin to argue and they other 45% is the normal dad asking or rather telling my mum to help him with something which later could end up in an argument again.

This whole week there has been so much complaining between the two that I don't think I remember them talking in a normal tone to each other. My dad had also wanted me pick a side and basically wanted me to be on his side and argue against my mum. However I don't want to be a part of there argument and I definitely not pick a side between the two. I don't want to hurt anyone of there feelings even though inside I would seem to be on my mum's side most of the time.

What I really wish for though is being able to leave the house and go to a quiet place and hopefully just clear my head and study. In fact I am going to start studying right now.
So Bye-bees~